Dusdin Condren is one of the rare cases whose lack of an education in photography is evident in his work—in the best way possible. There is nothing contrived or formal in the New York photographer’s grainy and raw analog images of people lost in the wilderness and absorbed in their own melancholy.
We spoke to Dusdin recently about his surprising career shift and the affect the internet has on his work.

When did you start taking pictures? What was it about the medium that made you want to pursue it?
I started taking pictures when I was in graduate school in California. I was doing lots of reading and writing and proposing and defending, focused on some pretty arcane subjects (early 20th Century Russian / Soviet theatre) and spending most of my time in libraries and dark little rooms. In order to relax in my free time I wanted something that was totally non-verbal, an activity that was both immediate and required very little analysis – and this was how I saw photography at the time. I had been interested in cameras for a while but had never been serious about them, then I came across a couple cameras in used stores—a Canon FTb and a Polaroid 100—and I ordered a Holga online. I started experimenting with these, taking walks and shooting and later taking portraits of actor friends and I really got into it. I loved the tactile, physical experience of making the exposure, but probably loved the process of getting the film developed, scanning, editing and “putting it up online” even more. So around late 2007 I gave up on my PhD and gradually photography became the main thing I thought about. Now it’s my primary pursuit and has been for the last couple years.
What would you say is the biggest influence on your work?
I have no idea what my biggest influence is, other than “the internet”. It comes from a slew of things: location, what I’m reading, other artist’s work (especially if I know them personally), conversations with friends, working closely with my girlfriend, particularities of the cameras I’m attracted to. But this process of influence is a pretty imperceptible thing most of the time—it’s hard to look at myself and see it happening. I feel like so much of what I do is really situational. The other night I was walking home late from the subway and came across a dead cat on the edge of the sidewalk—it looked really healthy, as if it were just sleeping, except that there was a trail of blood leading from it back out into the road and as I got closer to it I saw that one of its eyes was dangling out onto the sidewalk. I stood next to it for a while, not sure what to do, feeling terrible and then realized I ought to call the sanitation department or whoever it is that is supposed to take care of dead animals. It’s embarrassing to admit, but it kind of shook me up, and I don’t think it was because I would hate to see something like that happen to my own cat, but for a lot of other, bigger reasons that I’ve been mulling over since then. My impulse wasn’t to take a shocking photo of the dead cat—clearly I don’t have anything nearly so grim in my work right now—but unplanned moments like this tend to have a big bearing on my aesthetic, whether it happens consciously or unconsciously.

What do you like to do when you’re not taking pictures?
When I’m not taking pictures, I read a lot and I spend a lot of time on Netflix. I’m usually reading two or three books at a time because I’m a little disorganized. Right now I’m reading John Berger’s “About Looking”, Paul Virilio’s “Art and Fear”, and I just finished “The Spy Who Came In From The Cold” by John Le Carré. I also translated a book by Leo Tolstoy that was published last year.
How does the place that you live affect the pictures you take?
Location plays a big part in the photos I take. Before moving to NYC, I hadn’t lived in any one spot for longer than three years at a time since I was a kid. And now I’ve been here for five years. New York is really complicated—sometimes it feels like a pretty inspiring place to take photographs and other times it feels completely oppressive and limiting. There’s nothing like traveling or living somewhere else temporarily to reinvigorate my work. In the last several years I’ve gone for short stays in places like Kraków, and Berlin, but have also gotten into the habit of taking little trips to Long Island, Upstate, Massachusetts, wherever—because a very disproportionate amount of my best work happens when I’m traveling. I think it has very little to do with the specifics of those places or how picturesque they may be—it’s much more to do with disarming myself, decalcifying my vision, something like that. Feeling out of place or unsteady, feeling alien, I think, usually makes for an interesting way of looking. My work is a pretty equal combination of formal, studio-style work and stuff taken from the course of daily life and I think that, on both ends of that spectrum, trying to find a healthily alienated place to work from always makes the photographs better.
What are your favorite people, places and things to take pictures of?
Speaking generally, my favorite person to photograph is the person who isn’t very comfortable being photographed. A lot of portrait subjects don’t necessarily relish having to sit for photographs and I like working through that atmosphere of awkwardness or anxiety to find something essential and intimate. But if we’re talking about specific people, my favorite person to photograph is my partner Carolyn. That’s a totally different thing because she is quite comfortable in front of the camera—I’m lucky not only to live with a person who is willing to be photographed over and over again and often when she’d probably rather be doing something else but more importantly, a person who can look at my work, whether she’s in it or not, with a pretty sharp editorial eye. My favorite place to photograph right now is inside other people’s apartments. The concept of ‘feeling alien’ applies here as well. I have a portrait shoot this weekend at what is purported to be a “cool apartment on the Upper West Side” and I couldn’t be more excited.










